7 day free trial doll….

 I’m the trial doll. People meet me, see how “perfect” and “amazing” I am. Take me off the toy shelf. And sign up for a trial run, without me realizing. I’ll make you laugh, cry, frustrated, turned on, feel good, heard, special. I’m the whole package during this trial run. I even come with the added benefit of preparing them for the real doll they buy. Then the cracks in the showroom doll start to show. No one wants a beat up old doll. This doll has weeks of laying in bed, struggling to shower, dark circles under the painted face, hiding the stains of tears. She has mean thoughts inside her, that people have put inside her head. But she’s “ perfect” for a trial run. She doesn’t talk back, so people can let out their anger on her, they can touch her without guilt of having to keep her. Touch her long enough, and the invisible bruises will appear on her skin. She cry’s silently, is polite, plays dumb to please the customer, people can get the girlfriend without all the stress. Once the two week- month period is up. She goes back to being remade into the “ perfect” doll. And silently watches as everyone leaves happy with the doll of their dreams. Not her though. It’s not what she’s meant for. Then late at night, she comes alive to shatter into pieces so no one can see the damage. Don’t worry, she’s fine by the next client. Perfectly dressed, painted. Bright smile on her face, tears wiped away. Quite and polite. She’s the trial doll after all, she has to give good face so the people that play with her can be ready for the real doll they want. She’ll be fine. “Perfect” even. But the twist with the trial doll, is she fell in love with her last player. She tried really hard to make this one choose her, but she only wanted to press the bruises deeper, watch as the “perfect” “amazing” doll cried silently. The doll knew better. But still she tried to please the pretty lady. But after the trial the lady put her back on the shelf, and picked many   other dolls in the shop over her, Something else that the trial doll is always missing….