“It wasn’t sexy, once it wasn’t forbidden”
Music: “ illicit affair” Taylor Swift Since we last spoke I turned 32, fell in love (again) got married…..and was left (again) The 7 day free trial doll struck again. Touch me just enough to cause maximum damage….for a long time I’d dreamed of the life I’d been living for over the last year. It was beautiful, but it wasn’t real. It never really is. I bought a dress, stood in front of the mirror feeling like I was supposed to be marrying someone else, yet at the same time thrilled to be marrying the princess standing just to the left of me. While repairing a heart 3 times broken, the person I was dreaming of marrying was about to steal my fairytale right out from under me…..cut to my ex, and someone who blew the damage that Kate had caused a few years prior, completely out of the water. Satyra was a force to be reckoned with, beautiful, but deadly. I loved her beyond what I thought possible in all honesty. She left the year before. Leaving me with a hole that was always...